... Would it be rude to laugh? That's a pretty heavy topic to bring up so soon. They don't really want to answer, to show that much of themselves to someone else. It's not something that's easy to explain. How could anyone understand what it's like, to become a side character in your own life? To watch everyone move on without you, with a replacement, not even knowing that you existed?
But... Timekeeper said as much herself, didn't she? They still can't help but wonder... what is it that she wanted to change so badly? What was worth giving up her own life to achieve? Did she know the cost?
Loop sighs, after a long silence. Their gaze wanders down to the floor.]
It's not the first time I've tried to give up. That's how I ended up like this, you know.
I just wanted it to be over... but instead, the Universe replaced me. Gave me a new role. And once the show is over, who knows? Maybe then my wish will come true.
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Date: 2024-09-24 02:17 am (UTC)... Would it be rude to laugh? That's a pretty heavy topic to bring up so soon. They don't really want to answer, to show that much of themselves to someone else. It's not something that's easy to explain. How could anyone understand what it's like, to become a side character in your own life? To watch everyone move on without you, with a replacement, not even knowing that you existed?
But... Timekeeper said as much herself, didn't she? They still can't help but wonder... what is it that she wanted to change so badly? What was worth giving up her own life to achieve? Did she know the cost?
Loop sighs, after a long silence. Their gaze wanders down to the floor.]
It's not the first time I've tried to give up. That's how I ended up like this, you know.
I just wanted it to be over... but instead, the Universe replaced me. Gave me a new role. And once the show is over, who knows? Maybe then my wish will come true.